L.I.F.E.

Okay, we will start at the top. This is all about a guy named Von.

So I met him last year and all that last year we were super tight. Like best friends. We talked all the time and yeah I could tell him anything and he could tell me anything. It was perfect.
Then over the summer he went out with my friend Rachel. I thought they were cute together and I kinda started liking him but I didn't know it then. We would talk on the phone at night till like one o' clock and he would always make me laugh and we never ran out of anything to say.
Then when school started, we had no classes together but we were still good friends. Then one night, we started going out. It was great for a while but then he broke up with me.
Then we went out again but my friend Emily started hating me and I didn't want to ruin our friendship so I broke up with him.
For the next like two or three monthes he like hated me and was furious with me and me and emily became best friends.
Finally, he talked to me and we became friends like we were before. And everything was perfect again.
Then he stopped liking me as a friend and wouldn't text me back or talk to me at all.
Then he like liked me and I like liked him but we didn't go out.
And now he only likes me as a friend (barely.) And I still want to be bestfriends.
I'm so fricken confused.
He's such a great guy and I just want to be bestfriends.
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I'm depressed.